[ behind the stories ]

Why should we trust those who have lied before?

Who, what, where, and when are essential in telling honest stories. But the most compelling questions are why and how.

As a storyteller for Ærlig talt (Honestly Speaking), I have searched for causes and consequences. There is much to learn from other people’s experiences and reflections. To do this, we must also be willing to listen to those who have made mistakes or knowingly chosen to cheat in sports.

This is not an attempt to absolve Max Hauke or Therese Johaug. Both were justly punished—Max for betraying the sport, and Therese for being careless. Even accidents can carry fault.

But the world is not black and white. Doping is a polarized issue, even legally. You are judged harshly or not at all. If there’s one thing I’ve learned from these encounters, it’s that even the darkest shadows hold subtle shades of gray.

None of us are born cheaters or criminals. There is always a backstory, a context. And often, there are valuable insights in hindsight.

Throughout this journey, it’s been essential to highlight that doping affects more than just the athlete. Equally important is understanding why some turn to doping, often driven by factors in their environment.

Are these stories honest? Why should we trust those who have lied before? When I asked former cyclist Steffen Kjærgaard—as he revealed his dark secret over a decade ago—he couldn’t provide an answer.

Because the answer lies with others.

Trust is not something we own—it’s something we give to one another, day by day.

My gratitude goes to Max Hauke, Trond Nystad, Therese Johaug, and Magne Slørdahl for trusting me with their stories.

I have told them as truthfully as I can.